I spent some time yesterday googling 50, turning 50, etc. and found some other blogs by folks who had turned 50 and wanted to communicate about it. (Paged through for quite a while, but my blog never popped up!) There were many references to "bucket lists" maybe that's something I'll have to think about . . .
I felt like I spent a bit too much "work" time yesterday starting this blog and told myself I'd work harder and stay more focused today . . . this is a bit more personally rewarding though. lol
Any who . . . I was thinking about death, since I found a site (www.livingto100.com) that will help you calculate your life expectency (mine is currently 80!) I used to be terrified of dying, what will happen? who'll take care of my kids? how will the world go on without me? etc. But since joining AlAnon and NarAnon and attending church more regularly, I'm no longer scared. I firmly believe death brings peace and a reunion with God. Personally, I kinda look forward to it, I'm trying to live to the best of my ability, but I've also been pretty stressed the past 2-3 years so I'll be ready for a rest.
Have a good day.
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